Ok. Continuing with my being honest with myself and this void of internet land, here is a continuation of

of my life!

Let's start start with something light.

This thanksgiving my mom had been planning to have the thanksgiving dinner here at our home. I'm really not a party person. I work my ass off at school so I can relax at home. That's all I really ask for. So I decided that it would be the perfect time to volunteer.

My dad, my sister and I all went and helped clean and do other miscellaneous task for the organization for about 2 hours. We were gonna go home but then my father says "Let's see a movie" So we saw New Moon.

OMG! It is SOOOOOOOOO much better than Twilight. The new director did the book justice.

Well that is how I avoided most of Thanksgiving in family wise XD

ok... here we go

Well. We all remember my break down on my birthday. What you didn't know is the fact that I promised myself to never EVER binge eat again, and that would help me not purge.

2 weeks. I made it 2 whole weeks. No binging and no purging.

Then I slipped up. Last sunday,
No comment.

I kept eating more than I liked over the next few days,
And then slipped up again on Wednesday. I was just eating and eating, Was I hungry no. I just hate myself that much i was just stuffing myself...

"The art of being wise is knowing what to overlook."-William James

I need to overlook these falls. I need to move on. I will never reach my goals if I continue in my down falls.
(Who is this uplifting person?)

Anyone and everyone,
Know that you are not alone in your dawnfalls and flaws.

Until next time,
xXMistyXx